Help Help,,i Need A Poem For My Granny

help me..i need a good poem for my granny..she passed last saturday.she was my world..she has lived with my mom and dad for 35 years..she help rise us..please help..the funeral is saturday at 4:00pm

Up there
Looking down at me
And although you smile
I don’t think it means much

After all,
Giving out so many smiles
One must mean nothing to you
Even
If it means a lot to me.
Thinking of this
While you grin
I cannot help but frown
And
Doing this
Break the smile which you carry with you.

This is the saving grace
To show that the grin which you gave
Was meant to be received
Not just used to cover boredom.
Now though
I have ruined this hand reached out to me
From the pit of loneliness
And cut the rope from which I hung.

As I fall into the purple black obis
I wave goodbye to you
Staring down your nose at me
In the yellow dappled light i see your face,
and smile because i know you smile at me.